Ok, so this is my first blog. I need somewhere to rant sort of... I'm going a bit crazy without anywhere to vent my stress about daily random things that happen. Well to start this off, I'll let you know that my fiancé is pregnant and very close to the end of it. Like 3 weeks or less close! So I'm scared out my mind and stressed out but so damn excited I can't contain it. It's all I wanna talk about. We will get to that later though.
So yesterday my fiancé had a routine appointment and the doc says she is measuring farther along than she really is. 2 1/2 weeks farther to be precise. So we have no idea when the due date is but it's close. So the doctor issues her an emergency ultrasound. Well I was at work walking to my destination and texting her to make sure all went good and my boss happens to walk by fully aware that at any time if she gives me the word, knows I'm leaving and using my final personal time to be there for the her and the baby. He gives me a dirty look and says " what are you doing, you know phones are not allowed out". At that moment I wanted to rip him a new a**hole, I wanted to say "fine if you prefer, I will ignore my phone calls and texts and possibly take the chance of missing the birth of my first born child a**-f**king-hole!!!" But I tend to keep my anger to a minimum. Now Im A hard worker, one of the best at my workplace I personally think and he i believe (as oblivious as he is) knows it. So he knows for sure that if it wasn't important I would not have my phone out for any reason. Anyways I re-explain to him why I had it out and what my reasons for it was. Well he doesn't seem to care so I walk away and go back to my duties. Not that there was a situation made out of this but it's just one of those times when you know he's pissed off and feels like starting sh*t wit whoever crosses his path first. I believe since he knows I do good and understands my current situation (having 2 kids of his own) that he rethinked his unnecessary attitude towards me just then.
Does anyone else have these anger-fueled moment when you want to hulk out and rip someone's head off and sh*t down their throat? God it happens to me daily...
